pink shirts and greasy hair...

i don't really know what that means... cept that's what i'm all about today.. but it seemed to work.

no drinking last night, i think it's a good thing.... we watched singin in the rain. SWOON!!!! i love that movie so much. and i hadn't seen it in several months or maybe even a year... :) it was definitely what i needed... just a bunch of happy. you know...

lately my ears have felt really weird... they have this occassional popping noise in them and they feel like they really need to pop... it's sorta like i have water in them, but sorta not... it seems a bit better this morning but still weird... i'm gonna blame everything on drinking. okay...

i have no real big plans this week... i'm sorta getting sick of being a tourist... so, i will become... not a tourist...

i was sitting out on my psuedo-balcony.... it was a magical experience... and someone actually looked up at me. i don't know why it made me so happy... i guess it just speaks to my immense fear that i am actually invisible sometimes... but apparently that isn't the case. it's really fun to sit up there and just think and watch all the people pass. it is one of my favorite things about being in the centre. :)

i started the elgar concerto... it's so hard, but i love it so much that i almost cry nearly everytime i work on it... both from frustration and emotion. :) it is by far my favorite cello piece... at least right now. :) :)

okie... back to work... :(

:) :) :)