nurturing type?

i guess i've never thought about myself as a nurturer, but i suppose i am. i always feel awkward comforting people, i never seem to say the right things.. at least i don't think i do. but it always seems to work out in the end and i hope that the person i'm comforting feels better. i dunno...

i felt SO terrible this morning. i had my clarinet exam, i did really well... i think. no squeaks in the tchai and got over the break pretty eaisly in the chormatic scale. so, it's good... although i felt like shit and was shaking for some strange reason... then i went to the library and finally got some recordings of the popper ungarische rhapsodie.. finally! and i actually found three recordings, hooray!! i hope at least one of them is better than the first one i found last year... aka the only one i found last year... i hope.. maybe janos will show me how to do it. i can wish...

even though i'm sick today i actually feel better than i have for a few days. which is good. (ps. i'm not depressed... i'm just going through a low point... ) tonight i'm going to vacuum (it's about damn time), put my recordings on my puter, do some reading, perhaps make my plan of attack for asta... maybe???

ready, set, GO!!!