woo, woo.

i have decided that i can't study. i just can't. i am incapable. i read the questions and just can't focus. and now that my qualifying exam is over i have no real excuse. well, perhaps i shall try again soon. must not forget that i'm still teaching this week. i don't like forgetting things. it makes me feel bad... very bad.

maybe certain people belong together. ya know, like eternal sunshine of the spotless mind. not that i loved that movie, but it raises an interesting point about love and such. maybe we all are really supposed to be a certain person and no matter what happens this is the only person who will ever make us happy. now i sound too idealistic. i don't really think i believe that. i'm not that optimistic. and i think people can be happy with many people throughout their lives. but somehow the dream that one person is the one for you only is still appealing. whatever, i'm totally over the whole depressive thing. that was so last year... prolly more...

i ate this granola bar this morning. it said it was 'oats and honey' flavoured, but it mostly just tasted like butter. it was weird. i'm very sad that my potato leek soup turned out badly. the leeks were really bitter and i think i added too much flour. sad, such a waste. :(

hocay, i'm going to study now. i think.... perhaps a bit of cleaning first... aww billie holiday, you are my soul! bye!