a tipsy post.

after doing a whole bunch of work today, including practicing for about two hours in a sitting (most of which on scales... go me!) i decided to go to tasha's birthday party. (tasha is gabby's sister, who is really cool and knows pretty much everyone... ps. reid and gabby are actually broken up. does it make me a bad person that it makes me happy???) it was good. i had some alcohol. i was destressed for a few seconds and had a really awesome time dancing and being crazy for a few moments. (i had two drinks. both pretty weak.. barcardi/coke and vodka/lemonade) but it was really nice to actually have fun and get out of this room for a few moments. today it really felt like the walls were closing in on me. but i had fun and that's the important part.

hm... summer seems like a really long time from now. seeing as we have an ENTIRE term left to go. but spring term is so wonderful!!! the best weather (RAIN!!!!!!!!!!), best classes (???), best everything. i'm just really excited that it will not be this term anymore. this year the winter has been like uber hard for me to deal with. i guess i need sunshine more than i think i do. but, to actually talk about summer, i'll get home sometime around june 20th (i think). i will be working at target (oh joy of joys... ) but i'm not going to work full time if i can help it at all. i'm going to play at the farmer's market on saturday mornings and depending on what i can find out about street musician laws i might be setting up shop at silver lake and just playing all summer long. somehow i think i can make more money doing that than working at target. plus getting booked to do gigs and such would be way awesome. if anybody wants to join me in this endeavor that'd be sweet. i think we could make quite a bit of money. i've seen what the girls at the farmers market get, and i'm kinda a lot better than them. (wow, that sounded arrogant... oh well) okie, well.. i suppose i should get some sleep. dreaming of clayton. you had to be there. nitey nite.

ps. jeremey's new moves from teen night were HOTT!!!!!!