and i knew the silence of the world.

i've recently rediscovered this song.. :) i do love me some old school smashing pumpkins. :)

only five days til i go to austria. YAY!!! i'm SOOO excited. i can't even put down in words how excited i am. and to see one of my good friends will be so wonderful. someone who actually gives a shit about me... well, that isn't really fair to the people here.. but i've been feeling that way recently. i don't know exactly why.. that isn't true... i just feel alone here. really, really, really alone... but whatever... it's fine. i'm okay with things. just you know...

my nalgene was confiscated at the football match... oye.. i was just a bit embarassed. just a bit.

sigh.

this has been a very fun week, but a very stressful week. i have midterms.. three in fact. but whatever. i don't really care. i mean, they aren't that hard, but i just need to do them... eep.

i'm going to die next year... oh well. whatever. it's not like i graduate... oops...

okay, and done.