i get a kick out of you!

i wrote some poetry last night. it was probably the most theraputic thing i've done all week. i'd sorta forgotten about that. everything about last night was good. i was getting sick of feel shitty about everything. i just needed to really get over everything and realize that things aren't that bad.

i keep dreaming about london. really stupid everyday dreams... just about sitting in parks and reading. but they are lovely. my plan so far is to truly digest at least one museum a week... yes, i will go to one museum five days in a row... and if you've ever been to the british museum you would know it would not be hard to spend a lifetime looking at all the stuff they have. sorta sad... but really interesting. and i also plan to go to some sort of performance every week, if not more often. i want to see the london symphony at least once (depending on the prices i can find!), the london opera (i'm pretty sure they're doing puccini??), and perhaps the ballet... as well as a smattering of plays and such. and i get to see a bunch of plays for shakespeare in london. :) i'm so happy about next term. prolly one of the things getting be through this term. winter term is such hell. yay for springtime in london!!! :) :) :) :) :)

later.