i'm the same old trailer trash in new shoes.

this week has been pretty stressful. mostly because of my own making, but still... stressful. i had a project due on wednesday that i started (mostly) on tuesday. i had to stay up all night tuesday (well, i guess 45 mins of sleep counts. i guess) and thus wednesday was pretty painful. good thing it is my busiest day. my rehearsal with andy was pretty bad... although right before that i had a breakthrough with my lh tension and could magically play comfortably. which was way sweet. i nearly cried. yesterday i had a fairly good studio performance, even though i hadn't practiced as much as i probably should have. but i got through it and people seemed to like it. i guess that's a good starting point... right? yesterday afternoon, after my horrible rehearsal tech class that i was COMPLETELY unprepared for, i had a rehearsal with helen for schumann. it went actually pretty well and the 2nd movt should be way sweet. so far i think it is my favorite movt- well i guess the 3rd would be if i could play it better. eep!!! anywho, during our rehearsal i went to tighten my bow a bit and the silver screw cap came off. my bow still work and the hair will tighten and loosen but the screw isn't attatched... ugh! so i'll have to get that fixed. god i hope that won't cost much... i really don't want to pay money right now. sigh. story of my life, right? perhaps today/tonight will go okay. i believe heidi and i are going shopping sometime this afternoon, i have studio, and then i believe we are going to the art show opening... both for the art and the FREE WINE!!! woot. :D i likes the free things. and then maybe a movie and some ridiculousness... it could happen. prolly not like 2 weeks ago, though... i can't imagine that will ever happen again. sad.

oh, and i got a sliver in my foot on wednesday. grrrrrrrreat.

stupid life. stupid school. stupid being an 'adult'. stupid being a girl (for 9 days... ugh!!!).

and we're done.