if wanting ever taught you anything

it's wanting more

reading period has been wonderful. not quite as productive as i should have been, but that is pretty much the way it always is... oh well.. i've still had a lot of fun and gotten lots of sleep. :D something that hasn't happened in a while. :D :D

i'm still all confuzed about the boys in my life, but i feel like location and time constraints have to make the decision for me. i can't waste my time on stuff if there is really no interest... can i? but it's nice to just dream and think about it all every once in awhile.

'words are flowing out like endless rain into a paper cup.... pools of sorrow, waves of joy are drifting through my open mind, possessing and caressing me... NOTHING'S GONNA CHANGE MY WORLD'

somehow that just fit right then...

i'm so excited about my recital. and sharing it with elise will be so cool. so much cello, but so good. i'm sad that i can't do it with paris, cause that would be way sweet.... (and a lot of people would come to hear her.... sigh) but this will be way sweet. i'm really glad i've gotten to know elise a bit better this year... she's a very cool cat. :D

i'm so not into school this year. it's really interesting but i kinda miss just being about to enjoy classes without having to worry about any acedemic things like papers and tests.... not that london was like that... but somehow it was more so than here. yeah i'm making no sense at all. woot.

next week is bjorklunden. it will be so wonderful. such good company, lots of cello time and yummy yummy food. :D could it get any better??

kk, later lovers.