this week.

this week has been so full of highs and lows but without real emotional highs and lows. i haven't cried or laughed til i was out of breath. so i guess even though things were on a downward trend things seem to on the whole be okay. except for the fever that i seem to have gotten today. damn. and i hate that whole 'i'm rockin the fever and am freezing all day' thing.

julie mcquinn is the love of my life.

songs that are rocking my world: julie-o by mark summer, loch lomond (personal favorite is either king's singers or the real mckenzies), and sing me spanish techno by the new pornographers.

i feel that this weekend will include far too much work and not enough relaxing/ not school work. damn this whole 'being on top of stuff' thing i'm actually beginning to feel obligated to do. i'm going to try to at least do something fun tonight... we'll see.

mmm, strawberry smirnoff. :D

back back back back to school again.

so i'm back... :D i'm sooooo happy. but i misses my shamakins and ickypoo. :( you should call me. or i should call you. it should just happen.. k, k. my classes for this term are pretty sweet. borrowed music in movies is going to be awesome. lots and lots of reading, but also lots and lots of movies to watch. :D :D :D plus, ms. mcquinn is pretty much my idol. she's so peppy and so fun and i absolutely love going to her classes. :D spanish should be pretty good and i have some fun people in it. including jessica who i almost never see otherwise, so i'm happy. but i'm so freaking rusty it's ridiculous. but i think it's coming back. i hope. my education class should be interesting. i'm excited to do more observation. :D yay for teaching.

plus jacob said he'd like 'hang out'... not that i'm thinking about it too much. we'll just have to see. i guess. hehe...

laters.

i so fucking hate this time of year. one, the store is way more busy and there are lots of new people- thus everything is stressful and crappy. two, people think i'm a townie who doesn't go to school or is a full-time target lifer. three, people just suck in general. four, i'm away from lu... five, i'm living at home.

only two weeks til i finally get back to all that. i'm super excited for this year. i think it may actually kill me. the last term especially... overloading with a recital... i wonder how that is going to work. dunno.... ugh!!!

god i hope i get into the borrowed music in movies class. please please please please. it's all i want... and i really have to be in it. i rreeeeeeaaaaalllllyyyy do.

(happy, i updated... hehe)

now if only i could pack up my shit and get ready to go... we'll see how i do this year. i feel like i have a very different perspective now that i got through a whole term with practically nothing. :D

okay, later all.