vicariously he loves you...

i feel a little down today. i got my essay done this morning. i think it actually turned out okay. at least much better than the last time around... somehow i think i'll do just a bit better. :) yay for not getting bad grades... :)

i don't know why i can't just get over him... i still have this stupid infatuation and it does me no good because he is obviously not interested. at least not in me... beyond being nice to me because he likes my friends... grrr.... i need to just not get continually hurt over this fact. i need to just move on with my life. move on! now!....

lean with it, rock with it....